In the end, it all comes down to whether you are proud of your life. Whether you have push your limits emotionally. Whether you have tackled the hardest question ever. Whether you let loose and went crazy without worrying about consequences. Whether you have taken your steps towards your dream.

I regret to say I have many wishes unfulfilled in my life. I have not traveled the world. Have not love unconditionally to ones dearest to me. Have not take control of my temper. Therefore, I am afraid to die. I wouldn't say my academic results are excellent but they are above average. I struggled hard to achieve them. However I realized I didn't want them as much as I thought. I made too many unwilling sacrifices for those alphabets.

I'm not living the life I want.

So this year, I am letting everything go. Letting go of negative stuff and cherish all positivism. End of 2012, I will look back and say "Damn! It was a hell of a roller coaster ride."