Shi Hui. I write, read and daydream.

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Dream interpretation
Friday, December 9, 2011 @ 11:05 PM
I like to do this once in a while.

I jerked awake from my nap this afternoon. (I KNOW! A nap! Man, it has been a long long time!) I had a bad dream. Not a nightmare. Just an unpleasant dream. The setting was in a lecture theatre in my school. In my sight were people, people I knew and were acquainted with. And they were accusing me something that I was innocent of. I was shocked, hurt and extremely upset. I objected and tried to convince them that I didn't do it. But no one believed.
No one.
So I kept mum, feeling the undercurrent of rage within me. Oh it was horror. The scene then changed and I was walking out of the theatre, preparing to go somewhere when I saw Jennifer. Fuck, she was like my anchor in that dream. Joy and relief poured over me as I rushed to her and told her what the bloody hell happened. I just knew that she would believe me and hell, maybe even stand behind me. I was explaining the details when someone (I forgot who) came to grab my hand and apologized to me profusely. She went something like "Oh I'm so sorry for doubting you. Sorry for accusing you blah blah blah.."
Warning! My reaction was so expected and fake alright. I turned around and smiled at her, telling her "It's alright. I don't blame you." As I spoke, my heart was holding on to that grudge.

LOL! Totally out of the blue. But here's what I got.

Being accused - Indicates that you are feeling guilty/ having doubts about yourself and the choices you are making
Apology - whether it is about giving or receiving one, it is related to friends. You may lose one friend and gain another or perhaps be surprised by the return of a former friend.
Hypocrite - you will prove yourself a deceiver and be false to friends ):

Oh well, it was entertaining to try understand something that I never will. Till then folks! I have to study for my upcoming accounting test.
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