I rushed out my project like there's no tomorrow today. I'm surprised at my speed.

I'm still behind schedule even though my outline is done. Thankfully I didn't accept the request to work today or I'll be damned. Things are getting so hectic and I haven't got the time to settle and think. School has been a unrelenting wave motion pushing me further and further away from the shore. I'm losing my footing.
Anyway I've learnt more things about myself during these two days and they did nothing to inspire my motivation.

I feel us drifting away. I feel jaded. I feel my cowardice.
I need my anchor.